I was rereading an old journal from 2006, just 3 years ago. As I re-lived some memories I came across this thought from Oct. 19,2006:

I want so badly to do the right thing. But it’s taking a really long time to figure out the right thing.

I’m still there. My thoughts are so similar still. I’ll admit I got really afraid that I haven’t changed much in 3 years but then I reminded myself of some of the situations I was in 2006. I’m capable of so much more than I even know. A lot has changed and I know that I’ve changed some. Though, many of my thoughts from my writing in 2006 still echo much of what I think now…. when will i learn?…